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Jan. 9th, 2005 01:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
fandaalI felt so strange yesterday...
I was compeletely concentrated on studying. I did that about 6 hours or so. Law, that sociology, and again law. I think I'm more or less ready know, all the materials are processed to some extent. On the other hand, I know could have been prepared better. I have to summerize those materials myself, do independent conspect, only this can give real understanding along with memorizing.
Anyway, I studied a littlwe bit too much yyesterday. I had a feeling that I'm going mad, that my personality changes, that loosing myself. Pereption of colours was really strange, all those warm hues, they were exactly like some childhood memories... I always regress to childhood to some extent when reality press on me.
It felt so hard that I had a sudden notion to shout, to grip my head, to...
I went to cemetery when it was already dark. Silent atmosphere, cold rain, wind, great trees and little fires, conscious of dead people laying there...
It gives me real peace...
There was really hard and nice wind today, I adore this type of weather...
I was compeletely concentrated on studying. I did that about 6 hours or so. Law, that sociology, and again law. I think I'm more or less ready know, all the materials are processed to some extent. On the other hand, I know could have been prepared better. I have to summerize those materials myself, do independent conspect, only this can give real understanding along with memorizing.
Anyway, I studied a littlwe bit too much yyesterday. I had a feeling that I'm going mad, that my personality changes, that loosing myself. Pereption of colours was really strange, all those warm hues, they were exactly like some childhood memories... I always regress to childhood to some extent when reality press on me.
It felt so hard that I had a sudden notion to shout, to grip my head, to...
I went to cemetery when it was already dark. Silent atmosphere, cold rain, wind, great trees and little fires, conscious of dead people laying there...
It gives me real peace...
There was really hard and nice wind today, I adore this type of weather...
